. . .my babies back.
. . .my body back.
. . .my carefree life back.
. . .to have broken relationships restored.
. . .to change the world.
. . .peace, not just in moments, but in every moment.
. . .to be pregnant.
. . .to believe that I'll birth a live baby, who screams at birth.
. . .to give my boys hope in a sibling.
. . .to feel joy without a tinge of sadness.
. . .to have a joyful faith.
. . .to never question God.
. . .to not be angry.
. . .Jesus to return and take me Home.
I'll take whatever I can get.
Downsizing Update: Almost 5 Years Later
4 days ago
7 comments:
Me too.
I'm so sorry...
When we go through such great loss, we will never see the world the same way that we did before. Hurting with you...
Can't wait to give you a big hug on Saturday!
Nothing will ever take away the pain of our losses but hopefully, we'll both get some (if not all) of the things we want soon.
I am with you on a lot of those things:) Rachel, I love your openess and honestly. I have to hunt down some old pictures to share:) I loved yours...too cute. Praying for you tonight!
Sara
Just want to send you some hugs. I can relate to you on so many of those hopes and wants...we'll get there. Glad I have you as a friend. Praying for you...(((hugs)))
I am so sorry. I am thinking of you right now.
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