. . .my babies back.
. . .my body back.
. . .my carefree life back.
. . .to have broken relationships restored.
. . .to change the world.
. . .peace, not just in moments, but in every moment.
. . .to be pregnant.
. . .to believe that I'll birth a live baby, who screams at birth.
. . .to give my boys hope in a sibling.
. . .to feel joy without a tinge of sadness.
. . .to have a joyful faith.
. . .to never question God.
. . .to not be angry.
. . .Jesus to return and take me Home.
I'll take whatever I can get.