Despite frequent trips to the bathroom and contractions every ten minutes or so, things petered out last night. I didn't sleep well, as I kept having to pee, which is actually a good sign and I did continue to have contractions for awhile after going to bed. Plus, it's so hard to sleep when you think THIS MIGHT BE IT! Thankfully Paul slept soundly next to me. I sure wish I could just let it all go and be patient and not think about it. I'm hoping today will provide me with a clearer sign that the baby is coming soon. Oh, here comes my first contraction of the day! Woohoo!
I'm wife to Paul and homeschool mama to our three boys. We also have a beautiful girl and two boys waiting for us in Heaven. I never thought my life experiences would include a divorce, stillbirth, and miscarriage. God's using these experiences to grow me if I let Him. I love my life, but I'm also anxious for Heaven and having my family all together there.